Having FunSo this is my big brother?!
Hey I just got the ball - don't take it!
Loves "his hot wheels car"!
Big guy finally enjoying tummy time!
My new neice  - Tessa born in October

This month has flown by! It seems like there may have been 2 days where not one of us was sick!Now Tim has pneumonia -it's amazing how it affects a family to not have Daddy up and heading the house! Maybe not as bad if Mommy went down?! :) Pray he feels better quickly! Justice is so alert and growing quickly! He's now in 6 mo clothes at 10 weeks because he's so long- not chucky though - very perfect!He smiles at Mommy and daddy - he'll spit out his binky to laugh and talk with me - makes my heart swell! Matti is a ham very happy kiddo - just enjoying school - speaking spanish to me! On top of learning how to count to 30 in English and Spanish and learning how to read his letters! The teacher even says he's behind the rest of the students - because he won't be 4 until May and all the others are 4 already - I still think he's extremely smart! But will consider holding him back next year if it'll help him be ahead later! I want to help him - maybe it'll help his confidence and self esteem later if he's one of the oldest instead of the youngest? Especially if he's going to be a tiny guy? I don't know still praying wand waiting for a clear answer - still have 3 months!

Well - gotta take care of baby! Love it!!! Miss you baby girl - love you!

Happy!

Happy Happy!Happy?!
Chillin...
Celebrating 2 months!Happy!!!
I love my kids so much how much better would it be with my lil Bella?! The joys of having a girl! Cant believe she's 17 months old already!!!! I miss her so much...love my boys!  Can't wait for GiGi! Well I can :-) If all goes as planned (hahahahaha) I'll get pregnant next summer - give me a year break and time to enjoy Justice as a baby before another baby comes along! Just joined Facebook cool to talk to people I haven't talked to in forever! Let me know how you're doing!

My memories~Bella..My dreams ~Justice

I have spent so much time wrapped up in my family and new baby - but not one day goes by still when I don't think about you and wish with every part of me that you were here! I still picture you toddling along after your bubby at the park or trying to mother your lil bubby and feed him his ba ba. I know you're in heaven playing among the angels...picking purple flowers....laughing..chasing butterflies and squealing in delight at the sight of Jesus! I just can't wait to see you and hold you close and breath in your sweet innocence - I promise you I will be the best mother possible to your bubbies and lil sissy in remembrance of you - Luv u - huggies and kissies - Mommy

The moon from our view~last night~
Adding to my portfolio - my love - photography!
Justice you're already 6 weeks old! I can't believe how much you've changed already! You've gotten great at holding your head up - no wobbling! You can focus your eyes wo ever going crossed eyed, yesterday you had a conversation with me with all your cooing and grunting - Your mommy is the most wonderful thing that you see - I love in the quiet moments in the morning how you smile and coo at me~ keeps me happy to be awake at 4 in the morning!:-) 


I love you -all of the personality and look forward to many more moments to capture in my memories!

I have so many dreams and desires for you - but most all just to be able to have the time with you....

The guys...

Hanging out with the guys!

Everyone is really enjoying the new addition! :-) 

More of Justice....

His first real bath....



Of course Matti is in his bday outfit!

Well to my one follower :-)... Here are pics of Justices- one month bday!